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Boy Erased: A Memoir of Identity, Faith, and Family by Garrard Conley

My rating: 3 of 5 stars


This book had me all over the universe of emotions. I read it for a friend who recently came out of the closet, and he identified closely with this author’s religious and severe background. As both a Christian and outsider to same-sex attraction, these are my most prominent take-aways.
Garrard spent a whopping total of EIGHT days in a conversion program, and while this program was demoralizing and most certainly traumatic, I can’t wrap my mind around the concept that the following ten years were spent lost and broken because of EIGHT days. I spent FOUR YEARS under the iron fist of an independent, fundamentalist college, and THAT broke me. To be frank, I felt like Conley was just whining about his lot in life. It wasn’t that he was trying to please God, it was that he was trying to please his PARENTS. He allowed his view of God to be shaped by people, not by who God actually is. Obviously this is a product of humankind- myself included. When life gives us lemons, we believe God sucks. When life gives us skittles and sunflowers, we agree God is good.
Another takeaway was Conley’s overall personality. I know I take for granted his religious upbringing. Obviously being the offspring of a brimstone and hellfire Christian will take its toll on any soul, but he was urinating on his carpet as a kid. That’s pretty messed up. Kind of beyond what I consider the bounds of depressed behavior. Why couldn’t he talk about it? Why is everyone so hush-hush? Be bold! Be courageous for God’s sake. Out of the entire book, Conley’s most admirable action was the moment he grew some cajones and walked out of LIA.
While my friend described this book as being like someone opening a window in a stuffy room, I compared it to someone strapping a bowling ball to my leg and then throwing me off a cliff into a deep ravine. I’m no foreigner to depression, and this had me spiraling back into a sad, dark hole. I would have LOVED to see more hope at the end. Instead, it was like he just threw up his hands, pointed a giant finger at LIA, and said, “Yeah, I’m still pretty screwed up because of this place, but, fortunately, ten years later, I’m a little better.”
I’d love to know- was he able to reconcile his gay lifestyle and his relationship with God? Tell me more about THAT! What was it like growing up? Sure, we have a string of sexual fantasies flooding pages and pages of floral descriptions written in a series of unchronological passages meant to confuse us, but what were his other external challenges? Was he teased? In school, were gay people constantly harassed? If he knew his girlfriend’s brother was gay, why didn’t he develop a kinship with him?
I don’t understand his maudlin choices, even after reading the book cover to cover.



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3. Harry Potter series by J.K. Rowling

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4. Twilight Series by Stephenie Meyer

No judging.

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5. Mark of the Lion series by Francine Rivers

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6. The Lunar Chronicles by Marissa Meyer

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7. The Chronicles of Narnia by C.S. Lewis

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8. A Curse so Dark and Lonely and A Heart so Fierce and Broken by Brigid Kemmerer

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10. The Lord of the Rings by J.R.R. Tolkien

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